I’m turning 70 a few days after the New Year, 2015. That sounds like a big number and yet I cannot put an age to what I see in the mirror or how I feel. When my energy is down, I feel the same stagnation as when I was a younger woman. The converse is true as well. Feeling good, doing my free form dance to music is ageless to me.
There is a reality, however, that I’m closer to death than to birth. This gives me pause to reflect on many things:
What do I really believe about life and death?
Do I believe in reincarnation? I don’t disbelieve it but am not totally convinced.
If my spirit lives on without my body, which I believe it does, what does that really mean?
These questions and more direct my thoughts, my mediation, my reading and conversations with some people who share such explorations.
I am also aware of the many gifts of my life. Some came in beautiful packaging while others showed up in broken boxes that took time to realize their value. Loving family, good friends, careers in psychotherapy and documentary film and lots of travel are some of the blessings in my life.
I’ve always been an introvert but notice that quiet time is even more important to me now. I’ve begun to explore writing with no particular goal other than to express myself. Is there a memoir in my future? Perhaps.
Please feel free to share your experience with your right of passage into your 7th decade or with any birthday that feels significant to you. I would love to hear your stories.